Before I fuck BEDA up.

Today is the last day of April and you know what that means, right?! THE LAST DAY OF BEDA! So maybe I'll try to legitimately blog today since it's the last obligation I have for this month.

Today is Friday. Yay! The only bad thing about today was going to school. I swear, i'm so tired of it. I just want summer already. Speaking of school, I swear I hate Ms.Foxx. She made me so mad today it isn't even funny. If I have to go to her class one more time I'm going to pop off. Oh, but in the period before that (graphic design, ugh), our class was being 'punished' for our behavior yesterday. I mean, of course before class started my teacher told me all about it and how I was one of the only ones in there who didn't deserve it, but to go along with the punishment anyway. Just because I'm that perfect. *hairflip*

So on Sunday, I have the youth group service in the morning and then my mom is having her friends over for something in the afternoon, so there will be a lot of fucking cleaning tomorrow. :/

Then Katie, Laron, Victoria and I are going to be starting our motherfucking collaboration channel on Monday. I'm Tuesday which means I get to be exactly like Lauren Fairweather. I'M SO G THAT I'M ALMOST H. :D

KAY that's all I have to say. Bye BEDA! I'll miss you! (or not)

I don't think I could do this again anyway... :)

I was in the mood, but now i'm not.

Thankyou, Ms.Foxx, for giving me my first F this year on a report card. I officially hate you.

Please just love me.

Today was interesting. Well, not really. But yeah, it was.

I can't even really think of anything really exciting during school. My french teacher wasn't here today. Is that exciting enough? And the bus today.. I'm not going to get into detail on here, BUT IT WAS SOME SORT OF EXCITING.

Then today Katie's church had another practice for their youth Sunday which I am participating in. It's nice not to be as nervous as I was last year now that I know what all is gonna go down.

That's all I really feel like talking about todayyy.

UNTIL TOMORROW MAI LUV.

fuckkkk!

I forgot to blog yesterday! I literally just remembered about the blog and me not doing it yesterday. Well.. whatever, it's not like it was the first day that it happened. :D

So today was a boring ass day as usual. I don't feel like elaborating. What a surprise.

"That's girl stuff"

As my dad says, only girls can get moody. Um I'm moody all the fucking time. Am I a girl? No, I'm not. So shut the fuck up please. This shit is exactly why I can't tell my parents what I want to tell them, it's because we have completely different opinions for different things.

Whatever.

Weekend has been a fail.

Oh hi.

Night. :)

Boots and boys.

THEY BRING ME SO MUCH JOY.

Today has been an interesting day. In science, I was practically punched (more like smacked) in the nose, I still have these damn allergies, and family is a betch. I should elaborate on these subjects, but instead i'm just gonna leave you hanging.

So like, this person texted me and I had no idea who it was. I answered back saying, "Wait, who is this...?" and they answered back telling me their name. It turns she's someone in the neighborhood in front of me and is on my bus. We used to talk a lot last year and we talked at the beginning of this year, but we gradually faded out of one another's lives. I have a feeling we won't really be talking a lot in the future either, considering she's a senior and about to graduate in a month... Whateva, I kind of even forgot about her for a while, so that just shows how much I care. :)

Now I'm listening to Ke$ha which I haven't done in likkkke MONTHS.

Just don't read this.

I guess I'm just not in the mood right now. I don't know... like two of my friends are having bad weeks and it makes me sad to hear that. I don't really think this is a good week for anyone actually... Just kind of really depressing and what-not.

I'm listening to this song that makes me sad, but I really like it. Especially when I'm in this kind of mood. I know that's weird... listening to a sad song when I'm already sad, but it actually makes me feel a little better. That's kind of like a paradox.

I also hate that like I'm not really good at comforting people... like I try and say things to make people feel better, but it usually does no good. I guess I'm just not that kind of person who can help people even though I wish I could be...

Whatever

Weird

So, I had a dream a couple nights ago. It's a dream that I just can't forget, I guess. I have no idea because it was... well, I guess I'll try to explain the dream first. It started off with someone I've known since like 6th grade, but don't even don't talk to except for the occasional 'Hi' in math class this year. So yeah, it started off with him and I in a car on our way to Disney World. While my best friend and someone else are riding in the car in back of ours. Then when we get to disney world, we ride a couple of rides and then I, for some reason, am hanging on to his arm while we walk through this room that was sort of like a maze? I can remember seeing Katie walking in the background of the dream, too. So that's the short version of a dream that felt like forever. It really kind of puzzled me, and I woke up wondering why I would be dreaming of this person. I mean, I have no desire for him what-so-ever, but maybe it could be that I want to talk to him more than I actually do? I don't fucking know. HAHAHFDFSJIEWFJ

Now that I've gotten that off my chest, I feel better.

Today was a normal day except that two of my teachers were absent, so we had substitutes. I love that word. Substitutes. Probably because it reminds me of the word prostitute. :D But yeah, nothing else exciting happened. BAI.

No one could ever love you better

School suckkkkks. The French students left today. I think it was kind of stupid that they couldn't stay the rest of the week, but whatever. It kinda makes me sad, especially since I was looking forward to the girls teaching us in French class today. I can't really relate to the hosts and how sad they are because I didn't actually live with one of the students. I wish I had though...

Today my sister, Lauren, was shadowing this freshman girl. I don't even remember her name (yet again), but Lauren made it through the whole day. So it must have been okay. I wouldn't know because we aren't talking at the moment, but it's not my fault so i'll wait until she starts to be nice again. :)

Have I mentioned how much I hate school? Like, I can't even fucking wait until the summer. But then I would have to do those goddamn summer assignments... fuck. I'm seriously considering just making my schedule all CP next year, but I don't know if I'll regret it or not. Whatever; all I can think about is summer, which is only about a month away.

Have you noticed that I pretty much stopped that lyric stuff? :D

Fuck this...

I just waited way longer than I should have for this fucking blog to load so now i'm over it. This is my blog post for today, kthxbye.

We've all been having a vampire issue.

Today, I went on an hour long drive with my Dad. We went to Middletown and came back. I got to see what stop and go traffic was like, kind of...

Then, this afternoon, I went to Katie and Dana's church so we could practice for the youth service. Pierre came along since the French kids need to stay a couple more days. It's like the first time I've gotten to hear him talk. He was very nice, and I would really like to steal him away from Katie and do god knows what with him... ;) I'M SUCH A RAPIST :/.

Now the weekend is over and we have school tomorrow. Fuck...

You look so dumb right now.

STANDIN' OUTSIDE MAI HOUSE. Yeah, this bitch was singing it on the phone.

I don't feel like talking about anything today, cause I really don't have anything to say. But last night I made a list of things about myself.

• I can never make up my mind.
• I will most likely never be the first person to say something to someone, you have to talk to me first.
• Usually my own opinions are based off of my family or friends' opinions.
• I am usually friends with people who are more outgoing and loud than I am, which makes it easier for me to be outgoing around other people.
• You will hardly ever see me watching regular TV, I have Gilmore Girls playing 95% of the time... yeah.
• I really wish I was thin.
• ...AND TALLER!
• I mostly complain about EVERYTHING, just ask my parents.
• I'm convinced that said parents would not approve of my sexual preferences, if I told them.
• I don't like coffee or tea. I know, I'm weird.
• I love Chinese fooooood!
• I can come off as an asshole sometimes; even when I don't mean to.
• I get jealous really easily!
• I drink orange juice ERRYDAY and I fucking love it.
• I honestly can't take the truth.
• If I buy a book that I've been really excited to read, I usually wait a couple weeks/months to read it for some reason...
• Most times I don't do what I say I will because I'm a lazy bitch.
• I don't feel like coming up with anything else.

AND THAT'S IT. BAI.

2ND BLOG TODAY

I have to make up for not blogging yesterday, so I'm blogging a second time today. God, I hate blogging. I really do. :/

Right now I'm watching Communitychannel and sneezing. I've literally been sneezing nonstop for the past two weeks. Oh and today while I was in Graphic Design, and sneezing... I made like this really weird sound. Like every time I would be about to sneeze, like something would come up my throat and it sounded like a burp, but it really wasn't a burp... IDFK.

Today when I got home I was really annoyed. Don't even ask me why, I don't know. It's just like every time I am in the house it annoys me. In the mornings before I leave for the bus, I'm just a really big bitch to my parents. Then when I get to school everything is hunky-dory. It's just me being my little teenager-y self.

Oh and did I say that the french students have to stay in Delaware for another day? Yeah, sucks for them.

I failed :(

I didn't post a blog yesterday. I know it's my fault because I was told (more like nagged) multiple times yesterday that I needed to make my blog. Did I listen? No. :/

It's funny because I was in bed last night at like 9, and I was thinking, "SHIT I forgot to do my blog. I still have time! ...Should I go on the computer that is like a foot away from me and make a short one? No, i'll just wait till tomorrow." BAD IDEA.

So yesterday, Laron wasn't in school for half the day because he had to go to the choral festival, so Bria and I had to walk to and have lunch with the Mexicano. Other than that, nothing really happened yesterday.

Today we had the French pep-rally. It was my first ever pep-rally and it was pretttty good. Except I got really nervous at the end because they were calling up random names to play the games they had. Like, I'm not gonna go in front of everyone and try to play some dumb ass game. Unfortunately, Katie and Laron's names were called, and they had to participate. We also got to see the ROTC, colorguard, and dance troupe perform. It was all g00000dz.

Um, now I just don't feel like writing anymore.

Ah shit.

I was gonna go to bed without doing this blog, but luckily I remembered.

Some things that happened yesterday/today and are going to happen tomorrow/rest of week:

• Laron, Victoria and I were on webcam last night until 12:30 at night. I think that was the latest I've gone to bed on a school night all year, but it was worth it.
• Katie went to Philadelphia with the french kids today, and since she didn't respond to my text, I can only assume that she was in the ghetto and got shot. :D
• School was the same as it has always been.
• I actually only had science and economics homework tonight, and it took less than an hour to complete. Yay!
• I'm going to TRY to do the Day of Silence thing this year. I don't know how well that will go, but let's see, shall we?

That's it for now.

No fucking lyric!

I'm cold as cold as cold can be.

As always, I have homework that I still need to do for... well, you guess who it's for.

So the french students were in school today. I felt really bad for this one french kid on my bus that had to sit in the back of the bus with the ghetto people. I would feel bad for ANYONE new on the bus that doesn't know what the fuck they just got themselves into. But anyway, I didn't really get to meet many french kids officially. The two that were in my french class were quiet and the things that the one of them had said I hardly understood. By the way, I'm pretty sure she said her name was Margo. Or.. Margot? I don't know how she spells it. But all I could think of when she told us was MARGO ROTH SPIEGELMAN. ;)

It was also really surprising to hear her voice because when I saw her, I thought that she would have a little high pitched voice, but she actually had a kind of deep sounding voice. It also made me excited when I heard her little french, as I would call it, hacking sound. :D

But other than the french students, my day wasn't eventful. I did what I always do... complained to myself and other people about how I hate my life.

Kbye.

Lyric of the day: "I spin, colliding into sound"

Holy fuckballs.

Right now I am hiccuping ferociously and I would just like it to stop. :(

Laron and I have been in a bit of a rough patch, and today we started talking again. He's pretty much been ignoring me ever since friday, for a good reason, and I've been ignoring him well... just because it would have been awkward if I didn't. So my reason wasn't as good as his, but still.

Katie is probably just finishing up her barbeque for the french students that arrived today for school. That means that Pierre is going to be staying at her house for a week! exciting! I told her that i'm totally going to steal him all so I can have sex with him. Because I totally saw his outline in one of his pictures on his facebook once, and let me tell you, his outline is hawt... Okay that's enough for me being my stalker self.

OMFG THESE HICCUPS ARE REALLY ANNOYING ME. FUCK.

Today I got to see Victoria after 4th period again which is always nice! Although soon after I left her, as I was walking to english, some dumb black bitches who I have NO FUCKING IDEA WHO THEY ARE decided to be ghetto, and i could feel them brushing up against my bag and 'rapping' something to my back. I swear to god I was about to say something but then remembered I was alone and would probably get shot. Which ensued me being pissed the fuck off in english. I would have been pissed anyway because you know... it's ENGLISH. But this time I had a legitimate reason. :)

Now I need to go see if I can do some homework and do this take home test with 'integrity'. :) Although you know I'm a bad boy and will cheat. :D And by the end of this blog I still have the hiccups... Wonderful.

Lyric of the day: "don't unplug me or just just shut me down"

You kissed me at the dundies.

Let's just get this overwith.

I did absolutely nothing today except for homework that i just finished up. Ummmm... what else can I say? I wanna go to bed. Maybe I'll write more tomorrow... MAYBE.

GOODNIGHT :D

Not listening to anything, so no lyric of the day ;)

Driving and shizz.

I almost forgot to blog AGAIN until Katie just mentioned it to me. I'm really tired right now and I honestly just feel like going to bed. :F

So today I did a lot of driving. I actually went on two major roads while driving all the way to my grandmom's and it was scary. There were a lot of people all around me and I accidentally cussed in front of my dad.

Speaking of driving and shit, I went to visit Victoria at Rite Aid, where she works, today and when my dad and I went back out to the car I realized i had left the keys in the car! It was such a bad feeling to reach into my pocket and not pull out any keys. Luckily my dad had an extra set or else we would have been screwed. It was a learning experience for me.

That was pretty much my day in a nutshell, just a lot of driving. Kthxbai.


Lyric of the day: "She hides true love en su bolsillo."

The game.

God.

Today was just like any other day, but I got to do my schedule for next year. I picked AP english, CP U.S. History, IM3, integrated science 3, chemistry, french II, and psychology. Except since Integrated science 3 is only a semester course, i'll have a hole in my schedule for a semester. So whatever.

I got to see Victoria a lottt today which I was very happy about. We were in the same scheduling period today, and then she walked me halfway to Ms.Foxx's class, making herself late for lunch in the process.

Oh and Katie broke up with her puerto rican today. She gave him the note and luckily told him to read it when he was on the bus, or else I think some shit would have gone down...

YEAH THAT'S IT.

Fuck the lyric of the day. :)

Bruise on your cock?

So, Katie and I are IMing right now and we had an interesting conversation. I believe it started with my showing her this picture. It then ended with me saying, "If your nipple gets soft, you just pinch it to make it hard again." and also, "...you can do that with your dick too..." And Katie, being the gullible person she is, believed me :). I honestly don't know what happened to us as children to be this screwed up :D.

Today in school it was extra fucking hot. Not like it hasn't been for the past week... but good lordy. My fivehead was sweating all day, like forealz. Oh and... I'm having a really hard time with figuring out if I wanna go into AP english next year. I have until tomorrow to figure it out. One minute I think I do, and the next I don't. But also, I get so fucking frustrated with the amount of work I get this year, I just don't know. People say that Ms.Foxx overdoes everything and that AP is even easier than her class. I would like to take it so I can try to get college credit and stuff, but I just don't want to totally fail it.

But yeah so now i'm just sitting here trying not to melt. I hope I do, then I wouldn't have to make all these desicions hhahaha.

Lyric of the day: "OOOOOOOOH you are now watching the shaytards blog, just sit back relax follow along to the things shay says....." yeah that's enough.

What What Wh-a-a-a-a-a-t did you say?

I'm on the phone with Laron right now and I've been saying that the whole time. It's annoying him and frankly, I'm annoying myself. He's telling me right now that all I do is sit down and he's making me cry. I'm about to punch him in his face :(.

Today in Ms.Foxx's class, we took a vocabulary test that, of course, I didn't study for. I know I failed it. We had to make vocabulary cards for it too, and since most of the class forgot, we were allowed to make them tonight... AFTER the test. Yeah...

Also, today when I was walking to the bus in the afternoon with Katie, we got on our buses early so that her boyfriend couldn't suck on her face. We watched him walk by and look salty as shit. It was fun! :D and now she's IMing me with something that I have no idea what's she's talking about... oh okay she just told me it was by Say Anything. (I should have known:])

I texted Victoria the whole time she was at work and we had some... interesting conversations. I believe they were about SEX. Yeah, we sexted.

Jokingly...

BUTITWASSTILLSEX;)

Lyric of the day: "I'm gonna put this pussy on ya"

Grammar Police?

GODDAMNIT I'M SORRY THIS IS GOING TO BE SHORT AGAIN HAHAHAHAHF ESJDSKLFJSD

But yeah anyway I'm talking to my best friend (yeah you're more of my best friend than I am your best friend, Katie.) and we've been talking about how much she hates her boyfriend and wants to break up with him. Like, I don't even know him and I already know I don't like him... :D She also posted a link in her blog that has improper grammar. (It sounds like me) but we pretty much found that one of these popular songs has a grammatical error and they need to fix that shit.

But in other news... wait there isn't any other news... except for that I WANNA DRIVE AGAIN. I haven't driven since the weekend... and I know that isn't long but it feels like it to me (that's what she said).

Lyric of the day: "YOU BETTA TREAT ME RIGHT OR I'LL FUCK YOU UPPPP"

I'm breaking freeeee!

Ew.

But anyway, you remember who I was talking about in my last blog? We actually started talking again last night, and I'm really glad. It's been like five months since we actually had a real talk, so I'm happy that we can be friends again.

Today was the first day back to school from Spring break. It was a really long day and I was just wishing I could be back home for most of the day. The highlight of my day was probably in science where I didn't do shit, but just sat there and talked.

I just finished my homework now and I'm tired. This is why I can't have a daily blog because I don't like writing about my life. But anyway, I'm gonna go now.

It's complicated.

So, I used to have this friend. We kind of knew each other before this year, but we really started talking and becoming close this year. Then a couple of months ago, we suddenly stopped talking and we became very distant. I honestly feel like most of this is my fault because I was pretty much was the one who made the decision to stop talking. I made this decision after I had thought this person was getting really tired of me. I really don't know how to explain this and I don't want to get into any more detail about it because it's complicated. I just wouldn't mind having the friendship back, either.

Tomorrow we have to go back to school and I REALLY don't want to. Fuck school.

But i must go now because i really don't feel like writing anymore. Maybe i'll have more to talk about tomorrow. GOODNIGHT!

Lyric of the day: "Imma be takin them pics, lookin all fly and shit"

:)

April 3rd - DON'T UNPLUG ME.

Third day and I'm still going strong!

Today was boring, but I did get to drive three times in a row. Yesterday night and tonight I got my first few experiences of driving in the dark. I can officially tell you that it's not that fun. My dad had been telling me that in the dark he has trouble telling distances and I think he passed that down to me. I had no idea where anything was and I made a few wrong turns. It's all good though, we got home fine.

We didn't go to dinner last night because my mom's friend was tired and so was my mom. We just decided we should stay home and rest. It was okay because it gave me time to get my homework done, which I did. I still think it's stupid to have it over spring break *sigh*.

Tonight my dad and I were talking about how the new Apple iPad came out today. We were saying how people had predicted that 2010 would be the year that everything would be like The Jetsons. You know, people driving hovercrafts up in the air and whatnawt. I really wish it was like that, but I told him that maybe in the near future there will be cars that drive you places instead of actually having to drive the car yourself. It's just a nice thought, and you never know, with technology advancing as much as it does every day, these things could happen.

That's really all I have for todaaaaaaaay.

Lyric of the day: "It's like a book elegantly bound, but in a language that you can't read."

April 2nd - Je veux ton amour.

Hellllo! Tis the second day of Blog everyday April and I am staying on top of it. It is 11:06AM and I'm already starting the blog. I'm so dedicatedddd.

Yesterday Laron came over to my house and we had a myriad of great times. We had some little pillow war/fight things because we're dumb as shite. He also once threw me on the bed in the most perfect position ever. I half expected him to start pelvic thrusting right then and there. Alas, he didn't but I still had a good time.

I now have the lovely pleasure of deciding whether i should start my homework right now or push it off till tomorrow. It doesn't really matter because I'm just going to bullshit the whole thing. I mean why the fuck would we get homework over spring break? OH YEAH, because Ms.Foxx is a dumb-ass. Yes, she thinks we would rather just sit around reading this shit story than actually have a life. But I'm not going to go on any further because I could write a whole fucking story about her; it's not even funny.

Tonight my family is supposed to go out to dinner with my mom's friend. We're going to Bob Evans, which I luv. So yeah, Friday for the win.

Hahaha I love how I pretty much just started the blog and I'm running out of things to talk about. Oh well, until tomorrow bitchez.

Lyric of the day: "Je veux ton amour, et je veux ta revanche, je veux ton amour, I don't wanna be franz." ;D

April 1st - First day of BEDA. Oh, and the game. :)

I'm going to attempt to blog every day in April. Hayleyghoover did it last year, and since I didn't do it then, I'm going to try this year. I had almost forgotten it was April 1st and that it was BEDA, but Tyler Oakley updated his twitter talking about VEDA (vlog everyday April) and it reminded me.

I've tried this blogging thing before, but it didn't really stick and I've never really posted blogs regularly. Maybe making a blog everyday in April will help me with that. I'm hoping that I can actually make one every day. The reason I can never make a blog is because I don't have much to talk about and that I don't enjoy writing that much. I'll just have to get over that.

Let's see... what have I been doing? Well it's spring break this week. It's been pretty good except for how fast the week has been going. I got my permit this week, though! I've been driving a lot of places and it's scary! I'm definitely less nervous on back roads rather than main highways. I feel so much older now that I can drive, although I have a lot of restrictions right now. For example, for the first six months of driving, I have to have one of my parents in the passenger seat. I'm totally fine with that since I have no idea where I'm going and they can give me good advice about what to do. After the first six months, I can drive by myself but I can only have a certain amount of passengers in the car with me, and I can't be out past like 10 O'clock. But by next year when I turn 17, I'll be able to get my real license. Exciting!

On Monday, Katie and I went to the movies to see Alice in Wonderland. I thought it was pretty good, but I do agree that it wasn't EXACTLY what I thought it would be. Some parts in the movie were a little rushed and I was kind of expecting it to be a remake, but it was more of like an sequel to the original movie. After the movie, Katie came back to my house and we just were on the computer and were talking for the rest of the night. It was nice because we hadn't seen each other in a long time, and it was just good to hang out again. I also bet she'll love the title of this blog. HAHAHA.

It is currently Thursday and we have four more days of spring break :/. I really don't want to go back to school. Laron is going to come to my house today for the first time, though. He will be a Simkins' house virgin no more! Yay! And then on Sunday It will be easter and we have people coming over, so hopefully I'll have some more stuff to talk about then.

For now, I'm going to end this blog. I would like to end these blogs with some cool thing like Hayleyghoover and my baybay Katie do. Hmm... Let me think... I guess I could have a 'lyric of the day' thing where I post a lyric from the song I'm listening to at the time.

Then again... I may change that to something cooler if I think of anything, but for now:

Lyric of the day: "Our physical dream is only skin deep"